Ok, tell me why it is soooooo effing hard to resist cake...? Especially when it's free?!?!
Couldn't resist it today... Also couldn't resist the 3 Reese's peanut butter mini eggs I found in my purse.
And even though my love tried to stop me from buying half off Cadbury Creme Eggs from Easter... I still couldn't resist.
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO RESIST THIS SHIT?!?!
Well, I figure it's a matter of will power and a serious talking with my therapist... :)
Seriously, it's not hard to see I'm a food addict, specifically to sweets.
Now, be nice... I'm laying it all out there for the world to know.
(Now you see why I'm remaining slightly anonymous?)
My mother is a diabetic, and I have always had an underlying fear that one day, if I don't watch what I eat, I'll become diabetic as well.
So of course, it's natural that I'm addicted to eating sweets, or anything that is food for that matter. :)
Anyway, today my love and I had a great workout, but I have GOT to get my diet in shape...
So, how do I plan to do this...?
Well, the diet, rather eating plan, we have been following just hasn't gotten where I want fast enough so next week I will be starting on the Ketogenic Mediterranean diet, a.k.a the South Beach diet, a.k.a NOT EATING ANY CARBS, SWEETS, FRUITS (wtf?!), YOGURT (wtf?!) FOR A LONG ASS TIME... a.k.a I'm doing it for a week, seeing how I feel and trying for a 2nd... I'm not committing to anything longer right now...
Until next Monday, I am trying MY SUPER BEST to eat well and work out as much as I can..
After all, I really want to look great for my wedding (WTF?!?!) and perhaps for my 10 year high school reunion in June (??)...
BUT, more than that... I want to feel good about myself. I want to treat myself right. I really just want to love myself more. :)
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